Martyrdom is overrated..

sometimes i feel like a fuckin emo bleeding all over hte place Idk if its just me but if i wasnt...

Wed, 27 Mar 2013 01:33:04 -0400

sometimes i feel like a fuckin emo bleeding all over hte place

Idk if its just me

but if i wasnt such a dick

I’d just be depressing

you understand that?

I can onlybe an asshole because its much more likeable than what I really am

The common perception of what humanity is like is such a crock of shit .the whole idea of what the...

Wed, 27 Mar 2013 01:20:53 -0400

The common perception of what humanity is like is such a crock of shit .the whole idea of what the human condition is like is so fucking plastic how the fuck can I swallow it?

Think this to yourself who would you choose? 1,000 dying kids in Africa or your one true love ?

Hard Question?

I can make it easier.

1 hamburger from McDonalds or one dying kid in Africa?

Be real with yourself for once you do not give a fuck ,the entire idea of altruism is selfish alot of times the only reason a person would generally care about someone elses suffering is to relieve themselves of what little empathy they have ,They don’t want to suffer having to see it or They feel good giving things.It never has anything to do with actually giving a fuck it is a sort of out of sight out of mind thing,I do not really think people have the ability to care.
Ask yourself (In modern terms) where were you when fucking Micheal Jackson died? Did you really care? Does anyone truely deeply care when anyone other than their close lovers die? Does true sorrow exist in humanity for anything other than itself?

No,none of those things are true , the concept of Human compassion is just an extension of the lie that we are relavant in the overall scheme of things ,everyone who pretends to care about shit is a fucking liar So i guess I do not really care about who cares about what very much.I just really get very sick of the of the bitter feelings I habour and all the shitty days I cannot leave my bedroom because of all the fake assholes I do not want to deal with. Do you understand malcolm?the entire Idea of someone being bigoted actually makes me squirm because I believe that human emotion is limited and it is such an active waste The entire idea of people wasting their emotion fighting bigots makes me squirm it is such a fucking waste,It is enabling hateful stupid people to remove peoples capacity to possibly repair the world with what little care they have,I could never really type out what i actually feel but whatever .

The real question is ,why do you care about why I care about who supports what?

a little while after her mom told her i had no ambition

Sun, 04 Nov 2012 08:38:43 -0500

we broke up ,why should i care

‘now im just against everything
every single little thing

all shehad to do was say yes i iwll come back fuck her

Sat, 22 Sep 2012 10:45:24 -0400

all shehad to do was say yes i iwll come back fuck her

everytimewelimeshejustgetsdepressedandangryIamonlytypingthissoiwillrememberremember

Sat, 22 Sep 2012 10:42:33 -0400

everytimewelimeshejustgetsdepressedandangryIamonlytypingthissoiwillremember

remember

atanyphraseimakeshegetsmadandmakesupsomestupidreplylikeshewudoffertopayforsomethingandiwouldsayokthen...

Sat, 22 Sep 2012 10:41:40 -0400

atanyphraseimakeshegetsmadandmakesupsomestupidreplylikeshewudoffertopayforsomethingandiwouldsayokthenshewouldaccusemeofnotwantingtospendmoneyonheritgoesexactlylikethatthoughthatsjustanexample

shewasntevenalittlecooltomebutwantsmetospendungodlyamountsoftimewithherwhilesshesbitchingatmeeveryday...

Sat, 22 Sep 2012 10:37:56 -0400

shewasntevenalittlecooltomebutwantsmetospendungodlyamountsoftimewithherwhilesshesbitchingatmeeverydayevenwhenimtryingtomakeitworkshescursingandangryshessoangryeveryfuckingdaywhywouldistaywithapersonlikethat?fuckherfuckallherfriendetc

I know the most evil bitches..no contest

Fri, 21 Sep 2012 09:31:04 -0400

Shes playing games and Im playing games and I dont want this anymoreim so tired and its always the...

Sun, 02 Sep 2012 16:19:59 -0400

Shes playing games and Im playing games and I dont want this anymoreim so tired and its always the same and i just need some smoke maybeitwasallfakeanywayineverseemdtotrustheranywayandsheneverseemed tofighttomuchformetowelliguessinthislifeyoujustgottadothingsmanjustleavingittocarryoutitself..issometimesmorestresssandjustbeingaloneissadderbutsometimesjusteasierbecauseifileaveandsheletsmeitmeansshedosntcareaboutmebutitalsomeansthatidonotcareabouthersowhatsthepointinthelongrunallieverwantedwassomeonetolovemeimnotlieingbutiguesswhenjohnnysaidmyheartwasamuscleheproblydidntmeankeeponfightingforthesamepersonoverandovercuzafterawhileijuststartfeelinglikeagladiatorlikeforentertainmentuknowimnotactuallyfightingactualenemiesjustherownpersonallyconstructedonesandijustfeelupset

Here lies Johnny Traunt King of fools

Wed, 27 Jun 2012 06:55:31 -0400

If i cud fil lmy thirdworld pipe dreams with sulfer or gasoline

Thu, 07 Jun 2012 14:47:26 -0400

If i cud fil lmy thirdworld pipe dreams with sulfer or gasoline

the s shouting voices of my family..go so well with my music

Thu, 07 Jun 2012 14:39:48 -0400

I have no more last words to give

Thu, 07 Jun 2012 12:55:24 -0400

tilrartist

Thu, 31 May 2012 21:10:00 -0400

I do not feel to get fucked up today

Thu, 31 May 2012 07:34:05 -0400

selfishness and altruism both pay the same wage

Thu, 31 May 2012 01:08:50 -0400

the world is bad ..simply because its bad no other reason

If the whole world blew up who would care?

Thu, 31 May 2012 00:44:58 -0400

the paradoxes of life.. so annoying to have..so boring without

Wed, 30 May 2012 15:22:58 -0400

AW SHIT I WISH I HAD A JOB TO QUIT

Wed, 30 May 2012 13:27:16 -0400

Life is so beautiful i wish i could show you

Mon, 28 May 2012 01:08:10 -0400